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I haven't recorded for a while and I thought that I would update people about the things that are happening since October. Health issues, stress, being busy, social irritations… but I am okay. For real. :) I apologise for sounding like I recorded in a barrel. Enjoy?

I have moved back to the coast, started a new job, but it feels like I am unenthusiastic about life and my future plans. I haven't gone out and done much because of the COVID junk, but I should. But will I? Who knows… I'm just bored and tired lately. Photo is by Titus Aparici (@titusaparici) on UnSplash.

I am moving out of super-rural Victoria and back to a city—by myself. How am I going to handle this and what kind of mundane things will I be up to? We'll see, but the good news is that stuff will actually happen now. Cover picture is not mine. It is by Erda Estremera at Unsplash.

I haven't been feeling great which has lead to many delays of this. Social isolation is driving me crazy and I am really tired of living in the middle of the country. I miss socialising. I just want to get out and do things! I also talk about the new car that I got. Also, I talk about music that I am making. Intro track is called "Away Scene" and will be available for purchase and/or download later in the year.

Today I am talking about my thoughts about arguing with my partner (and past partners) and how I've had a few people ask me lately if I am on the autism spectrum. I also talk about the strange thing I do in the mornings. I think I might have talked about that in the past, but want to hear it again? ;) Remember to do nice things for yourself! I hope everyone is doing well!

I talk about the misbalance between my personal and professional life. Basically, I talk about getting a new car and the little things happening to me.

Not even sure whether that title's a real word, but if not, that's okay. I talk about how I have almost gotten myself in trouble with my oversharing, how I never intended to become famous, and how I like my quiet life (for the most part). I talk about why I do this kind of thing too and why I am still chugging along. Complicated Noise is a work in progress as always… more like a never-ending testing ground. Visit it if you want to.

I'm slowing the pace of posting new episodes, officially this time. I'm too busy and work is consuming my life lately. I am stepping back from podcasting plans and simply planning for new episodes in the distant future. I also explain why it's not a 'good' or 'fun' thing to do anymore. I'm still hanging on though and still going to produce podcast episodes this year. See you all sooner or later.

What are my plans for 2021 and what have I accomplished in 2020 despite all the craziness? I hope you have a really great year ahead!

Happy holidays everyone, though I'm having a huge problem accepting that it's Christmas. It won't feel like Christmas unless it's cold and with family. Maybe I can go back to the USA next year? I talk about changes at work and what my plans are. Intro music: "Midwinter" by Dee Yan-Key

I'm still struggling with allergies and I'm on meds that make me tired. In this one, I talk about family surprises, in-family bickering, and the importance of treating everybody with kindness.

This episode contains complaints about allergy season, US politics (no firm result yet, but it's close), and I discuss my upcoming birthday plans a little. I hope all of you are safe from the COVID mess which is still a problem. Don't let down your guard!!!

I talk about my musical projects that are coming soon and how I struggle to share my creations with anybody because I feel like nothing's ever 'good enough'. I also talk about things that are happening with me lately.

I've been away for a month, but I'm back and talking about what I've been up to over the past few weeks. I also chat about my website, privacy, and a few other things. Also, Cnoi.se is up. I'm using it mostly for a redirection service.

Warning! This is rambling at its not-so-finest. I talk about my plans for the next few weeks, how COVID is affecting my plans, and a bit more thrown in. (Sorry, I can't remember!)

I go back in time to talk about my lonesome childhood and how I am feeling in my adult life now. Many apologies for the sound quality. After 3 previous recordings, I decided to stop using my microphone and just to use the internal microphone of my Mac. I'm not sure if I will fix this or not.

In this one, I discuss what's been keeping me busy, buying a house and moving away, liking yourself, adoption, how hard it is to break the 'manly' stereotype and how happy I am to seek help when needed. No longer posting on the blog on Idiologic.com. Look at Complicated Noise instead.

I talk about what's been happening (or really, what hasn't been happening). I complain about shipping woes and buying stuff I don't really need. I'm also feeling a bit burnt out with podcasting, but I've still got a posting schedule until the beginning of next year. I'm going to keep posting new stuff until I've really had enough of this. Background music is from Portal 2. I'm also in the process of moving my weblog to Complicated Noise.

It's been a while and after a few attempts, I'm back and talking about the effects of COVID19 on my personal life. I talk about the upcoming holidays, how I will be spending them, and my personal views about religion. I'm in the process of fixing the website up and I'll start streaming retro games at the end of the month. The links to my Twitch can be found at Complicated Noise.

I talk about how stressful everything is right now and how I'm feeling since I've been back. The audio quality is not that great. I probably should check these things before I record. ;)