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With heavy hearts, we are sad to see this podcast come to a close. We hope you continue on your journey to self discovery and healing from religious trauma. Farewell Renegades.

Join us this week where we talk about the suicide pact that was once required to get into Heaven. We’ll also discuss the philosophy of an uber god and the idea of a dinosaur civilization with their own temple rituals. All hail the Dinosaur god. https://www.ambisextrousapostate.com---Music provided by Purple Planet: https://www.purple-planet.com

Don’t like your current name and would like to receive a new name? Stop by your local LDS temple for your new name for only 10% of your income! Terms and conditions may apply. Please see your local bishop for details.https://www.ambisextrousapostate.com---Music provided by Purple Planet: https://www.purple-planet.com

Join us as we take a look at the first two temple rituals. To start us off, cosplaying as dead people for baptisms in a giant bowl supported by twelve oxen, special temple clothing, and confirming the dead as members of the cult.https://www.ambisextrousapostate.com---Music provided by Purple Planet: https://www.purple-planet.com

Do you qualify for eternal rewards or eternal damnation? Also, what exactly are the “blessings of exaltation” and how do you receive them? Fun Fact: The first, and most important, Celestial Bouncer is the one and only...Joseph Smith!https://www.ambisextrousapostate.com---Music provided by Purple Planet: https://www.purple-planet.com

We discuss crazy doctrine regarding the Plan of Salvation, a.k.a the Plan of Happiness, and how this plan has changed hundreds of times in the last 200 years. Our conclusion? It’s all fake, or the Mormon God is just an asshat.https://www.ambisextrousapostate.com---Music provided by Purple Planet: https://www.purple-planet.com

We answer a Renegade’s question regarding the Mormon church’s views on crossdressing. We also introduce a new segment called, “I Was So Mormon That…” Did you know one of the church leaders was a Drag Queen?https://www.ambisextrousapostate.com---Music provided by Purple Planet: https://www.purple-planet.com

In this episode, Paxon’s grandma reaches out in support during Renegade’s Refuge while Natalie’s family isn’t quite as kind. Natalie learns the hard truth that blood makes you relatives and unconditional love makes you family.https://www.ambisextrousapostate.com---Music provided by Purple Planet: https://www.purple-planet.com

In this episode, we wrap up Natalie’s “Coming Out and Leaving the Church” discussion with her maternal grandparents. We briefly dabble in the philosophical idea that life is a test. Also, what’s Heart Sell?https://www.ambisextrousapostate.com---Music provided by Purple Planet: https://www.purple-planet.com

Natalie accidentally comes out to her Mormon maternal grandparents and tells them she’s leaving the church. It gets juicy as Natalie spills the beans and includes literal quotes from their conversation.https://www.ambisextrousapostate.com---Music provided by Purple Planet: https://www.purple-planet.com

In this episode, we talk about how Natalie started the process of leaving the church. Fun Fact: You can break the 9th commandment and lie for the Lord if you are an LDS church leader! Whatever it takes to make the Lord's church look better is a-okay!https://www.ambisextrousapostate.com---Music provided by Purple Planet: https://www.purple-planet.com

Happy 4/20! In this episode, we pay tribute to Natalie’s Superman: her dad. Natalie reminisces on who her dad was and the memories they made together. Also, what is Devil’s Lettuce and Devil’s Brew?https://www.ambisextrousapostate.com---Music provided by Purple Planet: https://www.purple-planet.com

From cringy girl crushes to forbidden love, Paxon and Natalie talk about what life was like growing up in the closet. Nothing screams “homophobia” more than calling LGBTQIA+’s “people who ‘struggle’ with same-sex attraction”. Also, are you staring at me because I’m gay or because you’re gay?https://www.ambisextrousapostate.com---Music provided by Purple Planet: https://www.purple-planet.com

In today’s episode, we wrap up talking about why Natalie left the cult and how being raised in it affected her. The idea of perfectionism is truly abusive. Things get a little emotional as we talk about the homophobia associated with the church.We want to hear from you! Feel free to follow our social media pages and contact us:Website: https://www.ambisextrousapostate.com Email: ambisextrousapostate@gmail.comFacebook: @ambisextrousapostateInstagram: @ambisextrousapostateTwitter: @ambisexapostateSnapchat: @ambisexapostate---Music provided by Purple Planet:  https://www.purple-planet.com

In this episode, we’ll dive into what broke Natalie’s shelf and some effed-up things about Mormonism. Natalie totally botches the word “jellies” and forgets the word “jowls'' is actually used to describe the flab under Elder Holland's face.We want to hear from you! Feel free to follow our social media pages and contact us:Website: https://www.ambisextrousapostate.com Email: ambisextrousapostate@gmail.comFacebook: @ambisextrousapostateInstagram: @ambisextrousapostateTwitter: @ambisexapostateSnapchat: @ambisexapostate---Music provided by Purple Planet:  https://www.purple-planet.com

Welcome to our first episode! We’re excited to have you with us. In it, we’ll answer some questions such as: What even is Mormonism? Are Mormon’s really just Amish people with multiple wives? Why did Natalie leave this religion...excuse me... cult?We want to hear from you! Feel free to follow our social media pages and contact us:Website: https://www.ambisextrousapostate.com Email: ambisextrousapostate@gmail.comFacebook: @ambisextrousapostateInstagram: @ambisextrousapostateTwitter: @ambisexapostateSnapchat: @ambisexapostate---Music provided by Purple Planet:  https://www.purple-planet.com